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Friday, April 18, 2014
Remember me

I remember how I got to where I am.

I remember
The hurt I caused
And I now know exactly what I did

Oh how arrogant I was
How I thought I was right

How I was forgiven eventually

 

I won't come here to post after this.

This is my past. And it will stay here that I may reflect on it.
Stupid things I've said, and the not-so-stupid ones.

 

I remember.
My life has been good so far.
Oh I've been hurt a lot.

Even recently, I've been hurt the most I've ever been.
But I'm still here
I'm still alive.
So. Remember me.
Who I am. Who I was.

I'm engaged now.
A beautiful fiancée.
The same woman I was with when I posted last.
About four years ago.
Yes I proposed to her!
And she said yes!

I will close this chapter now.
After adding these last words.
I am happy, and I never wish to be that sad again.

Thank you all, for being my friends.

Remember me.


Posted at 03:58 pm by Prince-Seph
 

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Monday, November 08, 2010
Return

It has been a while since I have written anything here.
Don't get me wrong. I do visit, strangely enough.
However, I have often used this place because I have had no one to talk to.
No way to be heard. This was my outlet and a place for people to hear me.

How the years have gone by.
It's been five since the first post here, I believe.
Many things have happened, and I have made many choices.
And I have regretted none.

Every choice I make will influence my future
And that future I would live in would become my present.
What room is there for regret?

I used to have this...need for friends.
This need to be a part of something.
Yet I know that I wasn't meant to be a part of many of them.
Not for long, anyway.

I am who I am, and I have accepted this for a while now.
Friends are nice to have, but friends are not necessary in life.
That said. Yes I do love the friends I do have.
Even if I rarely spend time with them.

I have no group.
No "clique"
And if I am not with Eve, then I am with none but God.
Unless I am doing work with a group.
Otherwise, I am, in vague terms, alone, yes.
I have been for a while.
And though I may have complained about it for a while, one should expect me to be used to that.
And I am.

This post is merely to give someone out there a view into my life.
Someone...someones. Whichever.
It hardly matters.
I know not when I will return here.
But I am sure I will.

There is no point being who I am not.
So. I am.

Posted at 01:35 am by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Friday, March 12, 2010
Over

This post is just to simply make things clear.

What happened in the past is the past.
I mean, darn, it's already like, almost three months.
It happened.
It's the past.
Gone.
Finito.
Yi jing guo le.
Owari desu!

I bear no grudge.
I don't even call names.
Nor am I rude.
So c'mon, people.
Be more civilized about it yeah.

And if she wants nothing to do with me
Why are y'all here, trying to prove something?
Whatever it is.

Y'all think I'm a bad guy.
Well, okay.
It's not like it really matters, but okay.
Your opinion is noted.

I'm a BAD guy.
Happy?
Now be nice or shoo.

Posted at 12:22 am by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Anger

I wonder why I cannot say what I really want to say
I cannot surrender my deepest thoughts
This is terribly wrong of me
But I was never able to, with anyone

If I express it, I am selfish
If I keep it, I am self centred

I need to forget about myself.

Posted at 11:05 pm by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
3

I can't breathe

Posted at 05:31 pm by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Deleted remnant

Hmmmm...
This is troubling.
Who'd have thought that stuff would happen in this fashion.
Time to recalculate.
It is not that I did not expect this.
I simply cannot believe one can sink so low, and still believe to be right.

She still appears in my life.
More like a thorn than anything else.
I feel like it is my responsibility.
I know things.
I have foreseen many things.
Not by my own power.
But of the Lord's.

She, too claims to be acting on the Lord's word.
But I am pretty sure the Lord does not encourage words like.
"Vomit blood" "Bloody annoying"
And even when I say I care about her.
She says she wants to again, "Vomit blood"
Interesting.
I do not remember God to encourage such things.
Especially when I am reaching out and giving care.

Lord, is it not you who said, that if a relationship takes me away from you, that it should be stopped?
Lord, is it not you who taught me to truly forgive?
Lord, is it not you, who told me to end it?


Because she was always getting angry.
And always pushing me away.
Everyone knows, that I speak the truth when I say this.

She claims that I betrayed her.
I don't see how.
She spits things like.
"You betrayed me with your words"
I see. Well, I did not.
Because up till now. I am keeping it.
I promised not to ignore her or leave her alone for as long as she wanted me there.
But she doesn't.
She didn't.
Hence.

I did no wrong by her.
All I did was to stop the facade.

And she said we were to be friends.
But how long did that last?

She could not stand to see me defend her enemy.
Whom I love
So now she's back.
Not affecting me directly, she can't do that.
But I know her.
More than I want to.
I know how she destroys herself and creates a fake self.
Feeding on people.
On pity, anger.
Yet appearing to be strong.
Appearing not to care.

I wonder.
How many times a day, does she curse my beloved?
Does she curse me?

Well, I'm done talking to her.
I tried to reestablish a friendship.
It did not work.
There's no such thing as a "frienemy".
It's like how love and hate cannot Co-exist.
Yes, that's in the bible.

I quote:

1 John 4:20

"If anyone says "I love God" and yet hates his fellow Christian, he is a liar, because the one who does not love his fellow Christian whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen."

And she told me she hates my guts.
Hmmm...
I think there's something very wrong with what she'd been doing.

No one calls my baby a "whore" and gets away with it.
Hey. At least she's thinking of us, right hun?

Posted at 01:26 am by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Friday, February 12, 2010
Ototoi

And of course
I miss her already

Posted at 02:21 pm by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Choice

One choice
After another choice
After another one

That's life
We choose
And we live out the effects of our choices

I may be stressed
But I made choices
And I am going to live with them

No point telling me to not go through with anything
Of course I have already made up my mind
And I am strong-willed

Yes...choices define our lives
And I've made mine
Not necessarily the best ones
But the ones that feel right to me

Posted at 07:52 pm by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Heart

Ah
The heart problem is back
Hurting a lot more lately
Eve says it's stress
I guess so...
But...

[sigh]

It's more than that.

Posted at 07:38 pm by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...
Friday, February 05, 2010
Sith

He will remake himself.
He will ruin those who deny justice.
He will choose the fate of the weak.
He will choose how he will be loved.
He will win and break his chains.
He will shed his skin and choose a new skin.
He will strengthen himself through sacrifice.
He will know brotherhood.
He will make a pet.
He will strengthen himself through pain.
He will be drawn from peace into conflict.
He will immortalize his love.

Posted at 11:15 pm by Prince-Seph
Tell me...  

He will strengthen himself through sacrifice...
He will ruin those who deny justice...
He will immortalize his love...

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.::The Soul::.

Name:Joasseph Solomon

Nickname:Seph, FourSword, FourSworn Age: 18

Birthday: 22nd October

Likes/Loves:My God,The Glow. My Ice Queen.

Dislikes:Being misunderstood,being ignored,being taken for granted. And I don't look too kindly on liars who hurt. And traitors.

Email:Rogue_Link@hotmail.com

About:I'm a puzzle,an intricate piece of work,one moment you think you know me,the next,I seem a stranger.
Turned to the Dark Side on Friday,April 13th 2007

Balanced it out on Tuesday,May 27th 2008

Broke THE seal on 9th July 2008
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